Friday, March 13, 2009

URGHHH

i'm having this stupid feeling in my stomach which makes me feel like throwing up. no it's not because i ate too much. my eating spree has come to a halt thank you very much. it's just this panicky feeling that makes my fingers cold and upset my tummy and nuisance little butterflies fluttering around in there and it just makes me so depressed i can break down and cry this very moment.

i'm not having a bad day. NO..

i had a late start today. woke up 3 hours later than i planned to. didn't make it to the library to study. stayed in my room to revise a little for the exam on Monday. It's a freaking 30 minute exam but i've gotta be there for 3 hours to be quarantined. damn it!

felt good about myself for finishing revising, i went for a short walk, also to get milk from the local store. came back and have been watching Gilmore Girls since.

ugh.. stupid feeling.. please go away.. don't make me puke...

and also I had to read this really emo and lovey dovey blog post which made me all the more disheartened! I wanna be near him too! I don't wanna be so far apart for so long! I miss you... :((((

just when i thought the day couldn't be worse, the bread pudding that i made was just revolting. it looked and smelled ok but was way too sweet to be esculent. bah.

there! look at it mocking me!

Stupid bread pudding...@#$#%$!@!

I just want to wallow in my sorrow. gosh it even rhymes.

Wein is angry today. get out of my way.

wein

2 comments:

Phansus said...

dont so angry wow..im always by your side ^^ keep the bread pudding i'll eat them! bring to manchester on 25th ^^

Wein said...

hihi u dun have to eat the bread pudding. my housemates have almost finished it. hihi thanks! :)