i don't know what's gotten into me.
i think i'm suffering from that disease again. in the middle of the week, in the midst of my long hour lectures, i'd be dreaming of things that i'd rather be doing instead of staring blankly and listening to the oration which only materializes as gibberish.
i tried my best to listen and just take down whatever that was said without bothering to digest any part of it. hey hey now. don't be getting any wrong thoughts about me being lazy k? i'm not! i make it a point to wake up at 7.45 each day to go to class! i never skipped any lecture nor practicals nor revision sessions ( half my class is absent most of the time). so i am not bad already ok? mm very good in fact! come on, give me a pat on the back. hehe. thanks ^^
well i don't deny that these lectures are really informational. i finally found out where my lecturer is from. he's a londener. hehe. doesn't sound English to me. but that's beside the point.
he is really old, kept going on about "his days".
he was a dental student himself back in 1957. so if he was 20 "back then", which makes him 2008 - 1957 + 20 = 71!!! that explains all the white hair and thinning. nonetheless, he is still very enthusiastic and well-informed. told us about how dental implants were first discovered by chance by a Scandinavian orthopedic, Per Branemark. it was never accepted until recently when it made a boom in the dental world. today,every dentist doing dental implant has to train under him. and he keeps an Xray of EVERY SINGLE dental implant ever done in the WORLD! branemark is today a multi millionaire. i wanna be one too.. why didn't i wanna discover that titanium binds bone???!!! *sobs*
anyway, i'm telling you all this just to prove that i do pay attention in class too! hehe.
but i don't know why when i did the mock spot today, i could hardly answer any. *sigh* so hard to tell left from right. even harder to tell upper from lower. really gotta do some revision when i go home. when i go home. mmm. i wonder how far that will be true. will i really study when i get home. i will definitely be occupied with other things which are more exciting in comparison. to what length am i willing to do it? not a single bit perhaps. will definitely have to change this attitude of mine.
back to what i was saying, my disease. finally made it through a week. friday. i didn't sleep at all. though i'm dead tired. i somehow have this idea that sleeping is a waste of time. but once i fall asleep, i don't want to wake up. what's wrong with me? should i see a doctor about it? a psychologist maybe? or a psychiatrist? any advice?
i tried my best to listen and just take down whatever that was said without bothering to digest any part of it. hey hey now. don't be getting any wrong thoughts about me being lazy k? i'm not! i make it a point to wake up at 7.45 each day to go to class! i never skipped any lecture nor practicals nor revision sessions ( half my class is absent most of the time). so i am not bad already ok? mm very good in fact! come on, give me a pat on the back. hehe. thanks ^^
well i don't deny that these lectures are really informational. i finally found out where my lecturer is from. he's a londener. hehe. doesn't sound English to me. but that's beside the point.
he is really old, kept going on about "his days".
he was a dental student himself back in 1957. so if he was 20 "back then", which makes him 2008 - 1957 + 20 = 71!!! that explains all the white hair and thinning. nonetheless, he is still very enthusiastic and well-informed. told us about how dental implants were first discovered by chance by a Scandinavian orthopedic, Per Branemark. it was never accepted until recently when it made a boom in the dental world. today,every dentist doing dental implant has to train under him. and he keeps an Xray of EVERY SINGLE dental implant ever done in the WORLD! branemark is today a multi millionaire. i wanna be one too.. why didn't i wanna discover that titanium binds bone???!!! *sobs*
anyway, i'm telling you all this just to prove that i do pay attention in class too! hehe.
but i don't know why when i did the mock spot today, i could hardly answer any. *sigh* so hard to tell left from right. even harder to tell upper from lower. really gotta do some revision when i go home. when i go home. mmm. i wonder how far that will be true. will i really study when i get home. i will definitely be occupied with other things which are more exciting in comparison. to what length am i willing to do it? not a single bit perhaps. will definitely have to change this attitude of mine.
back to what i was saying, my disease. finally made it through a week. friday. i didn't sleep at all. though i'm dead tired. i somehow have this idea that sleeping is a waste of time. but once i fall asleep, i don't want to wake up. what's wrong with me? should i see a doctor about it? a psychologist maybe? or a psychiatrist? any advice?
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